WHO'S IN CONTROL?
❤️ Hope this reaches YOU, and provides the power-up needed.
I slept great last night! First time in a bit. Having a schedule has definitely eased worries and slowed Emotion Coaster 5000 down. I know I’m healing and getting better. reality power-up!
So what am I learning?
Just like you, I want to control all outcomes of my life. I don’t want them to happen tomorrow. I want it to happen now! How many times have you been disappointed by having an idea of how something will go, and it turns out the opposite? This leaves us asking questions like, “what’s the point?” “All that for nothing?!” “Go figure, just when I thought I’d get ahead!” And just like that fear and doubt sees their cue and hits their mark on stage to usher in new drama of self sabotage, doubt, hate for yourself, shame, and the list goes on and on. If you can relate to this, you’re not alone, I know this far too well. You’re seen and not invisible. ❤️ power-up!
Getting sucker punched with brain cancer offers a level of clarity I wish I’d had when I spent years of my life hating myself. It easiest to say, “I wish I could go back…” but what’s the point of wasting that time? I wouldn’t have listened anyway. Would you? I was too deep in self-loathing to listen. So instead, I choose to stay here in love. What you probably don’t know about me is I’ve spent the last few years in therapy, self-discovery, and healing. It’s taught me and prepared me for a lot of what this journey is going to lay out. In a odd way it makes me wonder if all of that was preparation for this. Maybe things smack us in the face to wake us up to life’s magic? ❤️ power-up!
What would happen if we stopped trying to control everything? Stopped thinking your way is the only way? Stopped forcing your will on others? Stopped for a second and asked, how can I add to or learn from this situation? You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control how you react to the situation! ❤️ power-up
Maybe the same question you are applying the fear and doubt filter to has a bit of love hanging out in the corner waiting to get picked? Maybe love is the MVP of the team that we don’t give a chance to shine? Is today the day you begin to take a chance on yourself? I think so, you deserve it! reality power-up!
I think it’s time a lot of us see that a lot of our disappointments come about because of expectations and visions of how we think things are supposed to be. Maybe just maybe we step back and ask “how can I control my reaction and help myself and others?” I do firmly believe that’s how love takes the stage and performs a magic act like you’ve never seen before. ❤️ power-up!
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Much love and thank you for the continued good vibes! ❤️
Live More. Love More. Wonder More!
Maybe the same question you are applying the fear and doubt filter to has a bit of love hanging out in the corner waiting to get picked? ❤️ Live More. Love More. Wonder More!